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title: graduation.. graduation.. a significant moment in every seniors life.!
date: Monday, March 31, 2008
time:11:08 PM



weee.. at last! 4 years of sacrifeice has come to an end! last March 28, 2008 our graduation has been held in our school. unfortuantely, the weather didnt cooperate with us. Nakakainis! yung 2 weeks na pinagpraktisan nmin na processional nbalewala lng!! tsk3! pero d bale.. ndi un hinfrance pra d mtuloy ang importantneg moment na iyon.. amm! masaya ung graduation nmin.. hehehe! inumpisahan ng salutatory adress at ung iba naiyak pero aq natawa!! hahaha. biruin nyo, lhat ng teachers nmin from elementary minention nya khit ung iba ala na sa skul.. ☺ nakakatuwa! lol! mmm. pewo dat salutatory adress rily gets into our hearts. eh totoo un eh! hahaha. mmmm..after that is the presentaion of the graduates dito eh kung saan kmi tatanggap ng diploma. ang saya ng feeling pg nktanggap k ng diploma.. kinakabahn p nga aq eh! kc mjo mdulas daw ung stage eh may nadulas na nga eh.. tatanga p nmn aq na babae! hahaha. pero di aq nag pa apekto, i walk properly and with confidence then presto! i recievd it! buahahaha. :) after that is we sang our song.. well follow our dream and beloved assumption( chirpy as the birds.. hahah. ☺ )syempre we give our best, ilang linggo kaya ang parctice nmin dun at ilang session kminf nagtiis sa isang strictang nakatuwang c maam jang2! ( we will miss you maam, altwo, supranooo..) at we smiled with full of gratitude. den sumunod ung valedictory adress.. ito mjo serious. umiyak ung valedictorian nmin.. khit mama q npaiyak! hahaha. :D sumunod announcing of honors.. hahaha! ala aqng mashare kc ndi aq npasali sa honor list! ahahaha. i recieved NO AWARDS! pero kung may awards sa pggng matakaw, ay di malabong valedictorian aq nun! hahaha. ang tagal ntpos ng program at gutom na nag baboy.. hahaha. pero ung last song isang pasasalamat at siyempre todo bigay kmi and with smiles on our faces pa.. :D haha. at ung last eh ang walang kamatayang ASSUMPTION HYMN ds is the last time well gonna sing that song.. siyempre iba na kc ung hymn na kakntahin nmin.. nkakalungkot! hahah. pero d bez part is the recessional.. mga pasaway d tinapos.. nag picturan agad!! hahaha. siyempre las n2 eh! aq din kinuha q ung camera q sking mama at nagpapicture sa lhat ng mga special friends q.. specially.. kakalimutan b si 20 hahaha! pero nkakainis d mxdo mgnda ang kuha nya.. ang tangkad kc eh! pero d bale at least we hug,, den un dn ung pnika 1st pic we took! hahaha. den na hug q rn ung crush q sa room.. c RABONNI xacckkz! hinug nya rn aq ng mahigpit.. at take note! ang bango nya pa! hahaha. at xmpre.. ang ST. PAUL for the last time, ginawa nmin ang aming trademark.. awooo- awooo- awooo! un na b ang lasy?? oo.. un na! un n kc ang last na mgkasam ang lahat.. ang saya ng high school life! alang katulad.. grabe! dito aq natuto ng marming bgay.. dito aq nagdalaga, ngng pasaway, at d2 rn aq natutong ma inlove! alang makakatimbas sa high school life .. as in! d bez.. d2 q nakilala ung mga friends q! hahaha.. sana d rn nila mkalimutan ung ,ga monets we spent together specially ST. FRANCIS and ST. PAUL students.. sila ung pinkamasayang friends na nakilala q!im gonna say bye to my beloved alma mater ang hirap kc from elementary sa acd na aq ng stay eh..


lhat kming seniors ay pupunta na sa college. another chapter in our life.. haiizz! nakakaintimidate kung iicpin, kc clueless p kc aq kung anong mangyayri skin in the future, lalo na sa daratingh na college lyf. pero i have to aim higg and pursue my college to have a better future.ü




p.s.

mmm.. sa susunod q nlng ipopost ung mga pics nmin ha?? kc ala aqng card reader eh.. mghahanap p aq! hehehe. ☺ til hir!

sayoonara!


♥ mOnicA







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title: a broken fairytale..
date: Wednesday, March 26, 2008
time:2:08 AM



A BROKEN FAIRYTALE..










i need to FORGET him. its just getting too much. Much more that i can handle. Seeing things that is just a part of IMAGINATION still brokes my heart a thousand times.I am living in a world that full of pretendings and living the fact that im still IN LOVE. Whenever i got a chance talk and have fun with him, it just like im a happy kid awarded with loads of LOLLIPOPS. I think he has been avoiding me a bit, perhaps not, it just me being sensitive. But anyway, if I were him, my affection towards him will bring him BURDEN and confusion, however it’s such a pain to keep this feeling inside.Sometimes its better to be INSENSITIVE. I will just accept him as a normal friend.










I am a girl with a COMMON SENSE and SMART enough to handle situations that would come, but its alaways a QUESTION why cant i handle this feeling? Its just time passes by it grows more and more thinking i will never get over HIM. I was an optimistic person but i dont know why im still acting this way. Evrytime i hear his NAME it always tears up my heart into TWO. Maybe the only thing to do is to HATE but it is really impossible even in my dreams it could NEVER HAPPEN. Im currently loving him unconditionally and i think im alreay mature coz im taking things right now easily though my heart beats for him. I will risk my LIFE jus to feel his heartbeat in my ears and his bode next to mine coz i cant go on living on the MEMORY of his SONG and i would give my all just for his LOVE. My eyes are already burn from TEARS he'd think i learned over this YEARS. A BROKEN HEART will always hurt for it is the memories that kills me deep down inside. It is sad that my PRINCE dont give a damn on me. Thinks that i dont anymore exist. HE the one i LOVE is just SOMEONE im STUPIDITY IN LOVE with the DREAM taht he will REALIZE that im his PRINCESS and that there is a HAPPILY EVER AFTER that could be found in ME.


i HOPE my fairytale would not ends here and maybe he is still taking hisJOURNEY to fine his way back HOME, in my arms, and we could possibly live in a HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. with me. ♥








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you said you could not stand seeing my heart broken so when you broke it, did you close your eyes??

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ONCE UPON A BROKEN HEART




Please dont tell me not to cry



Please dont say there was a reason why



You dont know what I am feeling



Or how much I hurt



The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt



You think I should go on with my life



But deep down im sad and i dont want to go along



I dont expect you to understand why



For no apparent reason, i break down and start to cry



My life has changed forever, you see




And that is why and im not acting like the same old me



So please dont try to act like nothing happened



Beacuse it change ny life forever



I will never be the same again



Not today, not tomorrow but never



The best thing you could do for me is just to be there



Just like always, my friend



My broken heart is hurting bad



And it will never mend









♥ mOnicA





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title: he LOVED me but im still LOVING..
date: Monday, March 24, 2008
time:4:18 AM




OMG! i almost burst up to tears.. im still in love with 20, hes my first love, my second, and cud be the LAST..

we are praticing our graduation rights for our upcoming graduation.. lagi kong inaabangan sa tuwing tinatwag na siya.. bt hes not der.. nkita q nman xa morning at nagtawanan p kmi kc pinakin ko siya ng crickets

pero he is ABSENT! kninag hapon.

sbhin mn napakababaw ko, pero cya lng nmn ang dhilan ng mga di mapares na smile sa aking mukha.

he always makes me laugh khit ala xang ginagawa.. miss ko ciya khit nkkita q xa..

how much more kung hindi!

i LOVE his SMILES and how he treats everyone special..

pero bakit aq?? iba na pakikitungo niya sa akin??

ganun na lang b kadali para kalimutan ang lahat ng MOMENTS we spent lalo na nung kmi pa??
mabuti p nga xa at naka move on na.. pero aq?? kelan p kya??
ilang summer, pasko, new year, valentines, birthday.. hinihiling q xa ang kasama q sa mga panahong iyon.
pero para sa kanya im juz a FRIEND pero sabi nila dpat n daw aq mgpasalamat
kasi khit gnun friends p rin kmi..
well kung tutuusin ok na un at tanggap ko ang katotohanan na ndi n tlga pde mgning kmi??

pero will i ever forget the one who gives u UNCONDITIONAL HAPPINESS at naging karamay mo sa mga moments na down ka??

malilimutan mo ba ang nagbigay sa iyo ng sweetest FIRST KISS at naging reason kung bakit ka nakikipaglaban sa lahat ng mga balaikd sa inyo??

i never thought that i will REGRET this much kung bakit hndi aq nging gnun ka expressive sa kanya at hindi ko gnun napakita ang love q sa kanya.. kung alam niya lanh kung haano ko na APPRECIATE ang lahat na bagay na ginawa niya para sa akin at ang love niya na nagbibigay COLORS sa akin.. i HOPE na sana before man kmi gagraduate mag usap kmi ng alang alinlanagn at transparent kmi sa isat isa.. i know maybeSOMEDAY we dont know where FATE cud lead us and baka itong UNDYING LOVE q para sa kanya, masuklian din at mging kmi in the future kung saan we are bothMATURE enough to take all the challenges awe are about to face.









i LOVE him so much.. but it sad that for ONCE he LOVED and didnt appreciate the things he done for me.. i MISS his sweet GESTURES na ginagawa niya sa akin..

i HOPE it no too LATE for us to build a special friendship..

well, sa lahat na umaasa p sa akin (di ako nagmamyabang, talagang meron lang talaga.. hahah. lol! ☺) all i can say is..

NOBODY EVER COMPARES TO MR.20! ♥



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title: a moment that ill never forget..
date: Saturday, March 22, 2008
time:12:01 AM






wow.. this is my 1st post in my blog! lol.☺ mmm.. im thinking wer i will began. mmm.. that pic was taken at the stair A sa skul nmin.. mlapit lng sa room nmin..hehe! ala kming mgawa jan kya we decided na mg picture2 muna hbang ala p ang math teacher nmin.. haha.☺

mm.. too make it short favorite pastime nmin ang mag picturan khit saan.. ndi usi ang stolen kc mga cam addcts kming lhat..

ndi uso ang solo pics spgkat lging grupo ang lhat ng pics..

bt sadly.. our graduation is fasr approaching!

nkakainins nga mgkakhiwalay n tlga kmi..

im going to University of Immacualte Concepcion to take A.B. English!

pwo it doesnt mins na tpos na ang friendship nmin..



NO! NO! NO!

highschool life is d bez.. and u must enkoi dat moment dhil ndi kna tlga bblik sa highschool..



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