A BROKEN FAIRYTALE..

i need to FORGET him. its just getting too much. Much more that i can handle. Seeing things that is just a part of IMAGINATION still brokes my heart a thousand times.I am living in a world that full of pretendings and living the fact that im still IN LOVE. Whenever i got a chance talk and have fun with him, it just like im a happy kid awarded with loads of LOLLIPOPS. I think he has been avoiding me a bit, perhaps not, it just me being sensitive. But anyway, if I were him, my affection towards him will bring him BURDEN and confusion, however it’s such a pain to keep this feeling inside.Sometimes its better to be INSENSITIVE. I will just accept him as a normal friend.

I am a girl with a COMMON SENSE and SMART enough to handle situations that would come, but its alaways a QUESTION why cant i handle this feeling? Its just time passes by it grows more and more thinking i will never get over HIM. I was an optimistic person but i dont know why im still acting this way. Evrytime i hear his NAME it always tears up my heart into TWO. Maybe the only thing to do is to HATE but it is really impossible even in my dreams it could NEVER HAPPEN. Im currently loving him unconditionally and i think im alreay mature coz im taking things right now easily though my heart beats for him. I will risk my LIFE jus to feel his heartbeat in my ears and his bode next to mine coz i cant go on living on the MEMORY of his SONG and i would give my all just for his LOVE. My eyes are already burn from TEARS he'd think i learned over this YEARS. A BROKEN HEART will always hurt for it is the memories that kills me deep down inside. It is sad that my PRINCE dont give a damn on me. Thinks that i dont anymore exist. HE the one i LOVE is just SOMEONE im STUPIDITY IN LOVE with the DREAM taht he will REALIZE that im his PRINCESS and that there is a HAPPILY EVER AFTER that could be found in ME.


i HOPE my fairytale would not ends here and maybe he is still taking hisJOURNEY to fine his way back HOME, in my arms, and we could possibly live in a HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. with me. ♥

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you said you could not stand seeing my heart broken so when you broke it, did you close your eyes??

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♥ mOnicA