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title: magic and illusion =]
date: Wednesday, April 8, 2009
time:1:58 AM

Isnt it strange how two perfectly opposite people met and fall in love with each other? I guess, that would be one of the magical things love can do. Love can actually do things we think impossible. Impossible maybe, but can be possible with love. Isnt it sweet seeing couples holding hands while flashing each other a smile? Isnt it romantic seeing people kissing passionately and you can see love in the scenario? Those things maybe are the most wonderful scenes of love. Some asked me if I ever love and be loved by someone and indeed I answer them with a yes. Yes, truly I was been loved and I also love. They asked me again what happened, but I answered the with a sigh. I cant tell them that Im a person who doesnt know how to love truly. Yeahp, I was blinded by the perfection I had been believing in my entire life about love. I never thought that love is not just about kisses and hugs, chocolates and bears and anniversaries and dates but it is about how to sacrifice and be patient and be understanding. People also keep bragging me out why up to this heck of the time Im still celebrating single blessedness despite of the guys asking me for a date and courting me expressing their feelings. Yeahp, its been 3 years since I had my last relationship with my ex, my 1st boyfriend and they might think until now Im still not over with this lad. Im totally over, and we both moved on though memories still clinching in my head but the love we felt for each other are just archives and part of our history. The truth here is, I wanted someone who can love me like I wanted to be loved, sounds ambitious right?! They say im just having an illusion believing that love can be perfect like I thought it was before and probably until now. They said love is like magic, but isnt magic is just an illusion? So it is true that love is just an illusion? For others probably its not, but for a girl like me indeed, yes. I believe in destiny, serendipity, true love and soulmates thats why I believe that I could always be a princess with my prince and live happily ever after. Could anyone in this earth teach me how to love for real? Who can help me escape in my fantasy? Who can make me feel that love is all about being yourself and giving your best to the extent of having a good relationship. Maybe for now, I wasnt been able to find that guy who can make me understand that love is a magical feeling yet not an illusion =]


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